What the f*** am I doing here?

What am I doing here?
Exam is just around the corner. Shouldn't I be studying? Why am I blogging? Aarrgh!!!

Sometimes I feel like kicking myself in the ass... why the f*** am I still studying when most people are having fun? Already going mid-thirties and still study for what? Who am I doing this for? It does not look as though I am going to get any richer getting another piece of paper...

Pasar Malam is here. Maybe I should go out and jalan-jalan. De-stress.